UHG! i m so BORED!!!!!! i haven't seen my friends from new hope for like almost 7 months now!!! I MISS THEM SO FUCKING MUCH!!!! i kno i said that like over a million times already, but i STILL don't feel comfertable @ lenape & it sucks feeling that way, b/c it feels no one wants 2 be around and bullshit like that. My aunt and uncle r coming over, but suck that my cousin Daniela isn't coming b/c she's "working"....no, really! she  does work, she work @ this place "Mandees" in N.J. well my mom told me me she might not be albe 2 come. well going off topic............................. well if u read my past entries you would one of my favorite qoutes "the hardest thing to do is letting go of someone you never had" and it is ture. like my past crushes i've had, i admit they were only puppy love. and thing was that, i always kept my hopes up & later on i have ended up hurt, eventhough i never dated them. there was only one guy i had a crush on him and was the only crush w/ true feelings. like i had never felt that way w/ any other guy i'ved had a crush.  He knew i liked him (some of u know who im talking about, lets just hope he won't read it) b/c sombody had told him on the bus. I've denided after that occasion that i didn't like him anymore, eventhough i did. i do believe that the qoute that i've found is true. like he wasn't sombody i've had, but it came 2 me that i can't wait and like him 4ever. maybe finding tru love @ the age 13 is too young..... who knows.

today we went 2 the body works exbit! eww they had a man cut in 1/2 and the penis as well. vey pleasing, isn't and omg!!! they had babies there 2. i was like "omg! why in the fucking world would a parent donate their dead infant 2 SCIENCE! and there was a dead horse 2!!! yeah, it was better than yesterday's field trip. it wasn't like , u know "EWW" but it was like.... yeah "OH MY GOSH". yeah........we also had 2 cut a.............. uhm.....yeah that's right... a cow's eye. Well @ least the eye than the cows heart, u know

Yeah.................... i don't kno, i miss new hope lots, i wish i was there NOW! i mean i love my friends here, but i am home-sick, b/c i have lived there since i was 3 so it's hard not 2 miss that town.

UGH! 2day was our field trip 2 the Franklin consition thing. it was so boring and dull. eww and this guy who was the presenter of this show we saw, well @ the end when everybody went  ^ stairs, the guy said 2 me "hello gourges(cant spell)" then i was like to abby "eeeeeeeeeewwwwwwww" ahaha, ya well hopefully 2morrows' field trip is going 2 be lots of funner than this shit we went 2 today. well it's kinda going to be pretty un-pleasent b/c we r going 2 see dead bodys and i heard  that we were going 2 see a dead horse! eww! a dead horse? why would they do that? oh and when we came back from the school, my mom had 2 drive krystal (aka ms. press's daughter, yeah thats right im friends w/ a teachers daughter so HAW! haha) home b/c her mom couldn't pick her up. she was soo effing quiete the whole ride, plus she had no idea wtf me & my mom were saying, so yeah.

Oh and i forgot one thing, on our way to philly, we stopped and on the side we saw a guy passed out in his car, some people he was dead or just passed out, but it was freaky b/c ther were cars behind him. but it was lame b/c these gurls started screaming b/c they thought he was dead and yelling out "omg, omg, there's a dead guy in the car, omg, omg!" and i was like "wow" i mean he may of just slept behind the wheel, but his head was up so he may of just passed out. yeah well thats it, i'll post 2morrow what happen on our next trip. 

YO LOSERS!!!!! i'll try to get aim later on but for now i have an email and it is

i_m_that_chica_u_kno@yahoo.com  so leave lots of emails BECAUSE I SAID SO BITCHES

lots of love to "ya'll" ( gosh, it sounds so britney spears........ewwwwwww) ahaha